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so im kinda drunk so i felt the need to post something considering probably no one will ever read this.... life is freaking crazy... you think okay this is it and then everything changes in less than a week. ending a 2 year relationship and jumping into another one with eyes closed hoping everything goes perfect. and knowing that you will hurt your ex if he ever finds out but hoping he never will and hoping that everything will end up perfectly and that all my dreams will come true and everything is just going to be like a fairtale and nothig can go wrong. at this point i dont think anyhing can he is freaking perfect flowers on a bad day m&m when he thinks i might need them to make me smile. he tells me im beautiful all the time he knows just how to make me smile no matter what kind of mood i am in. when he told me he loved me it was like nothing i have ever felt before and the fact that he trusts me with everything makes me so freaking happy. he knows just what to say and when to say it....so saying all that is it wrong to miss things about your ex...like the way he touched me and how good it felt when he held me and how much i miss the way he kissed me and how good it felt when he looked into my eyes and told me he loved me and how i feel like shit everytime i see him cry and how i feel bad everytime i igrnore his call and how confuesed i am. i dont know if im in this new relationship because its something new or its because its what i want more than anything!!!! |
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its been so long since i have been on live journal its crazy going back and reading about the old days... i just realized i swore alot lol.
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nothins new just bored..but omg im gettin my tounge peirced next week i cant wait...its going to hurt like a bitch though but i dont care i want it done so bad! never went to that damn party on friday so gay and then i had to babysit on saturday!!! i hate family to much damn work!
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i miss my dad hella and i hate my mom for not lettin me see him. and i fuckin hate teachers there all gay tellin me if i dont do my work im gettin detention thats some bullshit. cant wait to drink tomorrow night get rid of all this bullshit. going to kick it with mariner people and go to there basketball game then a party fun shit cant wait.
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i cried hella in 3rd period today and i went home cuz of it...fuckin teachers and my dad hella got to me today...
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i am so f*ckin tired. i got my nails done today came home and passed the f*ck out and i woke up like 20mintues ago. and im still tired. cant wait until friday going to Brandon W's party wit nikki and vali gonna' be hella fun. Saturday i think i might be able to go to another party but i dunno cuz my mom is getting married sunday and im not tryin to go to the wedding with a hang-over probably wouldnt work out to well. im going back to bed night...luv ya!
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didnt go to school today cuz i feel like shit...my head still hurts cuz of dat hangover yesterday this shit aint kool. Best song besides soldier: Oh I cant wait to get next you Oh I just can't leave you alone Boy you got me doing things that I would never do And I cant stop the way I'm feelin' if I wanted to I'm crazy bout the way you that you could make me say your name And if I couldnt have you I would probably go insane cause... Only u can me feel (only you can me make me feel) And only u can take me there (only u can take me there) And only u can make me feel (only you only you can make me feel) And only u can take me there (only you can take me there) Oh I can't wait to get next to you Oh I just can't leave you alone Boy you stay inside my mind ain't no denyin' that And only you could do them things that got me comin' back Gotta be the realest thing that I have ever felt And I'll do wat I gotta do to keep you to myself cause.. Only u can me feel (only you can me make me feel) And only u can take me there (only u can take me there) And only u can make me feel (only you can make me feel) And only u can take me there (only you can take me there) Crazy Bout the way you feel I just gotta have u Here and I Wanna let u Know I wont ever let u Go Only u can me feel (only u can me make me feel) And only u can take me there (only u can take me there) And only u can make me feel (u can make me feel) And only u can take me there (only you can take me there) Oh I can't wait to get next to you Oh I just can't leave you alone...
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last night was hella fun...but i think i drank alil to much, but oh well. Heather wasnt there this time to bitch about every lil' thing. me, nikki, vali, and nikki's friend when to brandons friends house and kicked it for the whole night and listened to them all talk shit to eachother it was hella funny. and now im sitting on my ass at my house bored as hell with nothing to do...and my mom keeps bitching since i got in the car. and my head hurts like a bitch drank to much...luv ya!
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i went to nikki's last night and vali, brittany, and heather were there...we had fun even though heather and her boyfriend got in afight and she started cryin and bitching at everyone, and nikki got hella pissed and went all out on heather it was hella funny and the whole night heather was bitching about every lil thing and then spencer and bobby came over wit 2 girls (tey wrent even cute haha) and we drank hella then dereka nd trevor came over to vali's it was some fun shit... but yeai got home around 2:00pm and now im about to get ready to go back over there and just chyll...luv ya!
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well i just got outta school and im sitting at home waiting for 6:30 to role by so i can go to nikki's house and chyll then go to a party. god im sooo bored... Kelsey- i miss u girl we need to hang out soon...i moved to the top of 164th i think it is...hella far away from u its so gay i luv u girl well...yea i dont know what to say besides im hella bored..luv ya!
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